Sri Matre namah
Hi. I have long been interested in the veneration of Goddess Lalita Tripurasundari. And I know that this Goddess exists and helps people. The Holy Mother can intervene in the life of any person on our planet and work a miracle. I want to serve her and be under her protection. and I want to live in her spirit world after I die. I'm not interested in the earthly world.
I really want to get initiated and start practicing the Shri Vidya very seriously. But I have a lot of material difficulties and limitations. I live in Russia and I don't know how to earn big money to come to the Devipuram and start seriously studying in the ashram. And I don't speak English very well.
Can this mantra (Amṛta Jananī Mantra) help to remove all the material obstacles that are preventing me, under the guidance of the guru, from beginning to study the Shri Vidya seriously?
Or maybe in my case I should only recite Goddess Lakshmi's beej? namely: shreem, shreem, shreem…
I'm confused, I have no spiritual vision and I don't know what to do. But I don't want to live the way I'm living now... Help me please. if you can