Guruji on the various versions of his teachings:
The audio was extracted from this video of Guruji teaching a Śrī Vidyā class.
Transcription:
I must remind you that 50 years ago I was 50 years younger, and 30 years ago I was 30 years younger, and 10 years ago I was 10 years younger, and today I’m 80 years old. I’m growing, I’m evolving, I’m changing. My understanding 50 years ago was different from my understanding 30 years ago, and different from the understanding I had 10 years ago, and is different from the understanding I have today.
So when some disciple asked me a question 50 years ago I would have given him an answer. That answer would have changed when asked 30 years ago and would have changed again when asked 10 years ago. So there are different versions of answers. The Guru has a right to be inconsistent. Amongst all the fundamental rights, the Guru reserves right to change his version based on his understanding and current understanding level. So we won’t have to fight about different versions. Every version is right, no matter what version you use, stick to that one version. There are small deviations here and there, small difference in interpretation. Don’t worry about difference, stick to one damn thing whatever it is - and that’s right.
If you have picture here and some portion is dark here, and some portion is red here, and some portion is white. Dark is right here, red is right here, white is right there. So they can be different. Because dark is not the same thing as red and not the same thing as white - they are not in conflict. This one is right, that one is right, and that one is also right. Even though they may appear to contradict each other. Their purpose, the intent, the experience they deliver is the same. So don’t worry about small differences.
I have number of teachers here, who have been trained at different times and they have different versions. I request all teachers to stand up. I request all people who are acting as teachers, demonstrators please stand up. Everyone who’s teaching here please stand up. Or anyone who has interest in teaching - stand up. Now find a chair near you and please stand up. Amongst these different teachers you pick your teacher. The number of volunteers, number of students here, whom you are comfortable, whom you like, the one who you are attracted to, you pick that one and stick to that one; do not change your teacher. Don’t change your book, don’t change your teacher. Stick to that.
The teachers may fight, let them fight, but we don’t fight. And I think the first time you are learning by watching this video, it may or may not correspond with the version that you got, and the version that you are using may be different from the one given. So you are getting confused whether what is there in the book is same thing that was there in that and what the teacher is saying. The teacher says one thing, the book says one thing and the procedures that are being followed are one thing. So there’s a confusion in our minds.
So I suggest, as one of my Guru’s has told me, that you [4:16 indiscernible] takes place first, one person does the actual puja, at that time you don’t do the puja, just observe the person doing the puja. And you have the grace to choose your teacher. The teacher doesn’t have the choice to his disciples, but you have the choice to choose your teacher. If you are Spanish speaking person I suggest you choose Ximena [4:47 indiscernible] depended upon whom you think represents the truth and being closest to Guru is the latest version. And after they do the [indiscernible] you try to follow that, try do it yourself. Don’t try doing the first time.