nilasara
With all due respect, I am sharing my testimony.
Hi, I talked about my testimony of physical things, but I want to tell the reality. I don’t know if you would understand me. As I said, he saw me on Instagram and did everything I said, and suddenly he grabbed my head and consciousness, and presented himself like a demon, dominated my speech, my voice, my body, and made me go crazy, made me attack everyone, break things, have breakdowns. I was urgently admitted to a psychiatric clinic, I stayed hospitalized for 15 days, I slept tied to a stretcher, and he holding my body, my head, my consciousness.
He grabs my head and holds it all the time, as if there were two people the whole day during all these years. This Swaprakashanandaguruji is a cruel demon. This is a crime. This is a spiritual crime. Someone has to stop him. He has to pay for his crimes. Another innocent life that is going, that will die, my blood spilled for this criminal demon.
From 6 years until now, if I take a photo you can see his face. I am terrified. He talks all day in my head, all the time, talks about his students, imitates any person. I am going to commit suicide because in these 6 years I cannot accept this. This filthy, dirty man, he wants sexual relations through masturbation, but I don’t want it. He is an animal, I feel disgust for him. I need him to leave me, I can’t take it anymore, and I will really commit suicide.
My sadness is very big because I have a small daughter of 9 years old, and my heart cannot take it anymore. I cannot obey him, he is very cruel. He made me hit my head three times against the wall very hard, like a demon controlling my movements. He tried to kill me because I did not accept being like a wife to him. He grabbed my hands and made me hit my own face, my face, non-stop, it became all swollen and purple, he almost destroyed my face. He tried to kill me several times.
I need him to get out of me. He committed all the crimes against my life. I lost my life and I am exposing him as much as possible, talking about the physical crimes. But the spiritual crimes are even bigger, a crime against my soul, my body. Until now he is using me, hurting me day and night, without stopping for even a second. He wants to kill me because he wants me to be his little woman. I hate him. He ruined my life.
My little one stayed in strangers’ house because of him, she was in danger because he made me lose control. I lost all my reputation. I never managed to accept him. He is mentally sick, a monster, a demon. I hope he pays dearly for all his crimes, in the name of God.
As I said, there are other students of his that he controls like robots, who are also suffering. While they satisfy him, he holds for a while, but the only thing he does is destroy the life of anyone, the soul, the sacred spirit, deeply destroyed, dirty with this man here, without permission inside the person’s body.
I am a righteous, studious, hardworking person, and this man violated me in all ways, physical and spiritual. My pain is enormous. Because of my daughter, it is the only thing, and he here crying says he loves me, that he needs me, and my disgust only increases because he is sick.
This is spiritual, you must know how it is. And I cannot take it anymore. I am exposing the crimes on social media so that they know that my life was not in vain, that I fought for long 6 years for this man to get out of here, but I am losing the fight. I am already saying goodbye. At any moment I will take my life and my baby will be without a mother, the mother that she loves so much.
And he is a monster, he is torturing me here day and night, without stopping, like a coward. The most cowardly man I have ever seen on earth. I never accepted anything, he violated me mentally. I don’t know what advanced technique this is to enter another person’s body and control their movements, speech, voice, thoughts.
So, if someone helps me, who did this is the one who calls himself a Guru, Swaprakashanandaguruji Avadhuta, but he is a monster, the most coward that exists in the world. All I want is for him to die and release my life. My life only belongs to me, my consciousness only belongs to me.
You must know what he actually did. He is living several lives now, controlling and abusing, manipulating several bodies, minds, senses, but it is only to destroy. He is a destroyer, he is a filthy man who asks for filthy things. Physically, a rotten, ugly man, a monster.
Epstein violated bodies, this demon Swaprakashanandaguruji violates bodies and spirits. His karma, at the moment of God, is the greatest in the world, of all times, in all existence. I hope he pays eternally, with eternal suffering, with eternal pain, for his crimes against my body and my spirit.
I lived and live a terror. That is why I am exposing so that everyone knows who took my life, who made me commit suicide.
