Spiritual and psychological abuse

Stefany-Ribeiro · 2026-04-28T02:24:31+00:00

Dear Sir/Madam, I am writing with the utmost respect to request urgent guidance, support, and appropriate assistance regarding a serious and prolonged situ...

Spiritual and psychological abuse

nilasara

You must be mistaking our Guru Svaprakshanand for someone else. He has been passed away for many years now. Please make sure you get the right guru before you start imprecating against them.

nilasara

Died in 2002 - https://forum.amritananda.org/d/56-parama-guru-sri-svaprakasananda-tirtha-hasa-avadhuta-guru-garu

Please do your homework. Guru Swaprakshanand was known as the guru who knew 70 million mantras. And was considered beyond peer. He had no female acolytes. He was not abusive. He didn't take students except in few cases. Lived in a hut. Had no money.

nilasara

Nobody is forcing you to stay with a repulsive fake guru. Why do you? Please leave them immediately and get some help from any means to help your daughter.

nilasara

Stefany-Ribeiro

But he is not in any way related to this paramparam is he? Maybe You can get the hard URL to Guru Mag or non cult mag and then you wouldn't have to encumber people who have some compassion towards you with easy mitakes.

Because were you awere they were not the same person?

nilasara

I did not make any claims about you spamming this board. Which is actually what you were doing, benevolent intention or not.

Yes, you did. I, of all people here, was the only person who would feel for you and feel bad for your experience. It was your experience?

You need better presentation, and clearer URL, more specific names, and even then most will ignore you. because it is spam.

I hope you do not think I am an asshole for pointing these points out.

Hope things go better for you

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admin

Stefany — I read everything you wrote. Your pain is real, and you deserve to be heard. You mentioned you are saying goodbye and may take your life. Please reach out to a crisis line right now, before anything else. In most countries you can call or text a crisis line 24 hours a day. If you are in Brazil, you can call CVV at 188 (free, 24 hours).

Below is the link to the official statement from Devipuram reagarding Vikram.
https://forum.amritananda.org/d/781-statement-from-devipuram-regarding-vikram-vanam

ahirbudhnya

Dear Stefany,

I am very sorry for what you have gone through. Whatever the full facts of the situation are, it is clear that this has been deeply traumatic and that you are suffering a lot. No one should ever be manipulated, pressured, humiliated, sexually coerced, or made to feel unsafe by someone presenting himself as a spiritual teacher.

Unfortunately, spiritual spaces can sometimes attract people who misuse trust, devotion, and vulnerability. That is why it is important that serious concerns are reported through proper legal and safeguarding channels, as you have already started doing.

More than anything, please prioritise your immediate safety and your daughter’s wellbeing. If you feel at risk of harming yourself, please contact emergency services or a crisis line immediately, and stay close to someone you trust. You should not have to carry this alone. Professional psychological support can also help you recover from the fear, distress, and trauma of this experience.

I sincerely hope you receive the protection, clarity, and support you need, and that with the right help this situation becomes less overwhelming over time.

nilasara

Stefany-Ribeiro

I suggest you buy a strand of ten mukhi rudraksha beads. They are not so very expensive on Ebay. The Indonesian ones - a strand of 109, is less than a hundred dollars. They are representative of Vishnu and get rid of all forms of evil including negative planets, black magic, and astral negativities. Like these https://www.urlvanish.com/3f3d5b22 - Do not buy larger than 8mm width beads as they are uncomfortable.

Wear a few minutes morning and evening. Or just keep in purse or on table. Offer them a flower. Express your wish to be free of wickedness.

Rudraksha are awesome, easy to use, and forgotten. They work. You do not have to do pujas to them. They are a holy object which is naturally holy. They even have their own Upanishad. Rudraksajabalopanishad. And other scriptures. They are in the Siva Purana.

HRS

I am so sorry to hear about your plight, Amma.

If possible, apply for urgent Gurupaduka mantra diksha from Devipuram. I hope they help you. If you can know to Haran Aiya (Disciple of Guruji) of Sri Vidya Tantra Society in the US, then he can definitely help you, and also get Pratyangira homam done for you. I think the power of Guruji can heal your trauma and abuse.

Jai Maa. Jai Guruji